Turn and face the strange, ch ch changes…

There are many changes going on right now physically and emotionally.

I’m up I’m down.   Challenged, tested and mentally drained.  Physically 😩 exhausted.   There is so much I want to do but once again due to the surgery I’m not doing much of anything.  I can only look and see what needs to be done and I get frustrated by it.  (In case you don’t know, I don’t like to sit still to for too long).  Even grocery shopping is a chore that I can’t do by myself,  unless I buy less than 10 pounds of groceries in one trip.

So maybe it’s a time for reflection.  I look back on my life with few regrets.  A few things that any normal person would have changed.  But I’m not normal by any means.  When I look back I think maybe those things may have made me stronger.   Strong enough to conquer this hard and sometimes unbearable Journey.  Strong enough to understand my fathers words.  Don’t quit.  Be strong.  Do better.  All wise words and life lessons.

So I continue to take each day, one at a time.  And I hope in the end I have taught my daughters those same life lessons.  Don’t quit, be strong and always do better.  No matter what life deals you.

Time may change me but I can’t chase time, I said that time may change me, but I can’t change time…

I can’t erase or change what I’m going through, but I can face it head on, like it or not, and move through it the best I can.

Author: Juicy'sJourneyThroughCancer

Having been diagnosed with Cancer recently, not feeling great & not having worked in 6 months I decided to share my story. I've worked selling real estate for 30+ years. Kept myself busy at all times. Now I spend my days recuperating and looking forward to closing this chapter in my life. I know. I still have a ways to go, but a God willing I will get there.

5 thoughts on “Turn and face the strange, ch ch changes…”

  1. You have taught us those lessons, and so many more. Your strength amazes me, and I can’t wait for your treatments to be done. I will be so happy the day you are free from this, and can work towards “normal” again. I love you Mom! 💕

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  2. Joyce, I agree with your daughter! You are strong and will get through this. We are in awe of your strength and resilience through all of this. Know that you are loved from us in SoCal and you are always in our prayers❤️🙏🏻👍🏻

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