Treatment 9 and 10 came and went. Side effects are so much better than before. I am thankful for this! Met with my reconstructive surgeon and have set a date. Sept 27th. I want my life back. I want my body back. I don’t want to be a pin cushion anymore. Nor do I want to have this operation knowing I will again loose the ability to use my arms for another 6 weeks. F@€#!!! I’ll take that Stoli now!
I’m really struggling with this, but I am trying to remember it’s just another temporary setback. I have finally realized that my sister Sandy is so right. Cancer has taken this year from me. The whole year. I need to let it go. LET IT GO! (Wait, Another one bites the dust is a Queen song). Write it off. 📝 Move forward. I promise myself I will never dwell or look back on this year with anything but gratitude, because it could have been worse. It could always be worse.
Thankful 🙏 and forever grateful 💙!
How do you think I’m going to get along, Without you, when you’re gone You stripped me of everything that I had, And kicked me out on my own And another survivor, and another survivor… I won’t miss you at all Cancer!