Happiness is a warm gun.

I am truly blessed.  My family is awesome.  The best support staff EVER!  A husband, 4 sisters, 3 daughters, 4 granddaughters, my Mom, nieces, nephews, and friends, so many wonderful friends.  And I know my Dad is watching over me from heaven.

So why is it that I feel so all alone at times?  I’ve been told it is a side effect as well.  I’ve read Cancer is a lonely disease.  I know what they mean now.  The minute you are alone your mind starts playing games with you.  You start to second guess your decisions.  Why did I do chemo when I felt so good before?  Am I doing the right thing?  God I hope so.  I hope all this poison protects me in the future.  That is why we do chemo right?

I need a fix ’cause I’m going down
Happiness is a warm gun (bang bang shoot shoot) 🔫.  Just shoot me now.

Author: Juicy'sJourneyThroughCancer

Having been diagnosed with Cancer recently, not feeling great & not having worked in 6 months I decided to share my story. I've worked selling real estate for 30+ years. Kept myself busy at all times. Now I spend my days recuperating and looking forward to closing this chapter in my life. I know. I still have a ways to go, but a God willing I will get there. View all posts by Juicy'sJourneyThroughCancer