I am truly blessed. My family is awesome. The best support staff EVER! A husband, 4 sisters, 3 daughters, 4 granddaughters, my Mom, nieces, nephews, and friends, so many wonderful friends. And I know my Dad is watching over me from heaven.
So why is it that I feel so all alone at times? I’ve been told it is a side effect as well. I’ve read Cancer is a lonely disease. I know what they mean now. The minute you are alone your mind starts playing games with you. You start to second guess your decisions. Why did I do chemo when I felt so good before? Am I doing the right thing? God I hope so. I hope all this poison protects me in the future. That is why we do chemo right?
I need a fix ’cause I’m going down
Happiness is a warm gun (bang bang shoot shoot) 🔫. Just shoot me now.